Dear Jarom,
Today is the first day in this town without you. It was a rough day. The first of many I suppose. I miss you so much already. I have been so busy, but every moment I have had to stop and think is a moment that brings me back to you. I haven't cried. Much. Not as much as I thought I would. I don't think it has quite hit me yet that you are no longer a twenty-five minute drive. I feel so melancholy and I don't have much of an appetite. Each thing that has gone wrong today I blame on your absence. "If Jarom were with me this wouldn't be happening" is what I have been saying all day. I am surrounded by friends tonight, but yet I feel lonely. I keep reminding myself that it's eight months till the rest of eternity and it helps to stave off the tears.
I love you.
Brenna
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